pearlyn is craving for...ALOT OF STUUFS! and i shall reveal 'em to you in this post. my EXTREME CRAVED-FOR CRAVING is to be in the same class as all those phs people once more! and even wid those phs-ians tat i jus interacted with only when we came to yjc (: i freakingly miss RACHEL, JUNE, GLORY, YVONNE, SIEWHUI, LYNN'S COMPANY! i kinda had some moodswings recently. or mayb its not considered as moodswings cos i had reasons for them. LOL. ytd i went to junctioneight to repair my fone cos the sliding gt some prob and sometimes when i try to play the songs, FAILED was displayed. the people who accompanied me along were: ophelia, boon/NOOB, eric, weilun, lea, yingying, tracy. THANKS GUYS! we went to pizzahut for lunch. four of us shared the group set meal! we had hawaiian for crispythin and bbq chicken for pan~ (tat made me thought of yvonne, june and me @ causeway point tat time, ordering exactly the same thing) hahahs. i ate freaking slow. when ophelia was having her second slice, i was stil halfway thru eating my first one! i ate slower and slower cos im too lazy to bite the pizza. kinda pig right? HAHAHAS. moved on to service my fone and then strolled ard and i left at six plus while they went for movie afterwards. today, i had THREE CONSECUTIVE HOURS OF BREAK. its duper bo liao luhh! played cards with yingying, lea, boon and eric. weilun was sitting down there watching us play. i tink im kinda dumb at playing CHEAT! i've nv end the game first, if i can end the game alreadi considered not bad le sia! hahahas. blackjack stil not bad but eric hands are suay sometimes! keep giving me 15 and more 15s even after changing cards. LOL. but managed to get a BUNLUCK once. BOO~ and afterwhich they went for chi lessons and i got back to siewhui, rachel, june and lynn. but then june and lynn left for dunno wat lectures leaving rachel, siewhui and me! but then siewhui's fren came, her name is cindy! my new fren~ hahahas. we all slept, lying on the bench, all four of us. its kinda nice having random gusts of wind. HEE~ sleep til 1 plus then siewhui pei me go canteen to have my lunch! kinda had a little chat and i poured out my whinings and troubles~ she's jus so nice to talk to! hahahs. but my problem is so freaking unsolvable luhh. I CRAVED FOR VERON'S COMPANY!!!! she's one of the best fren i ever had, being able to pei me around like a "lesbian partner" at times, sharing so many stuufs and also us with the rest of the PO3 people, having so much fun~ and im so sick of something. but i shall not say it out. blahhhh~ its hard to maintain a life like this, which is all a can say. im wondering when then will this type of skoo life change? it sucks at times, yet being funn at times. I, MYSELF IS CONFUSED, losing my direction~ all of a sudden, i yearn for all those noise and screams that i made in phs, all those people who had made me so happy and wild. comparing last time and now, i tink im alot quieter! hahahas. probably its a good thing? LOL! positive pearlyn bids you goodbye for now.

alrighty, enuff of my whinings luhh. shall not bore you down any further yea? chatting wid glory on msn now. she appealed to YJC! im so freaking happie when yinxiu told me tat tis morning. shocked too. but, her appeal is rejected cos its too late. AHHHHH. but of cos, i wish her all the best in her life in poly (: a question for you to ponder on: do you think that poverty can be erased from the world? why or why not? its my gp question. im finding some stats for tat. hmn. i was kinda sleepy in skoo today too. for chem, i was controlling myself from falling asleep and im SUCCESSFUL! wheeee~ so i managed to listen and grab the concepts taught today. sense of achievement! for physics too, i paid my attention. gp today was kinda weird cos its in LT. and the projector gt some probs, showing a blue screen~ jinghang kept telling me tat i look like those simpsons character! =.= during econs today, i sat infront, in between jitao and joseph. LOL. the teacher was talking about cornflakes and coco crunch today and shaowei said honeystars quite loudly from behind. the teacher heard it and asked who said tat and wannted tat person to answer her next question. tat guy then owned up and since he went up to answer a question ytd already, she asked him to pick another person. GUESS WAT? he said ERICLAM! LOL! eric always to suay one, esp during econs lessons. HAHAHAHAS. and he kinda made a fool out of himself luhh, dunn even noe how to label the axis! xP after econs, we had two breaks for those pae students. a group of us went to the second level, near the pool tables there. one table-studyign for physics diagnostictest, the other table-gambling. LOL. of cos, i was distracted. hahahs! i studied for the first hour and then ended up playing BLUFF/CHEAT wid them. its kinda funny when BOON tries to cheat. HE SERIOUSLY CANT MAKE IT. hahahhaas. joking luhh~ after which, veron came! WOAHWOAH! kinda happie! hahahas. then we went to take the physics diagnostic test. and my conclusion is: PHYSICS BRIDGING IS WAITING FOR ME ALREADY! hahahahs. failing for sure. LOL. alright, im gonna find some stats for my 150 gp essay. FULLSTOP.

i really hate it when she nags at me. i know its for my own good but you know. who loves to be nagged at? not me for sure. being strict with me more than my sister. sometimes i feel that its kinda unfair you know. i need my own freedom and space too jus bcos of a simple reason, im a normal youngster who needs that. and practically everyone needs that i guess. i feel like slamming the door shut but i didnt in order not to complicate things any further. instead, earplugs are stuffed into my ears. its freaking hard to please the people ard you. especially when prospectives differs. but anw, its just pure venting of frustrations, i wun swear like before, cos i wanna prove to you that ive grown up. and of cos, i will constantly try my best to restrain myself from all those conflicts between you and me. i dunn wann to spoil our relationship! and thats the truth. i cherish you and i hope that someday u can be able to see the changes ive made for the sake of you and myself.

woke up in the morning feeling kinda great and my leg muscles arent hurting as much as ytd alreadi (: met june up at the shelter there and went off to the mrt station to meet yongshan up. SAW STEPHWOO! shes stil in phs uniform thou. LOL. im feeling alittle weird being in yj uniform for the first time! yongshan then realised sth between june, me and her... JUNE N ME ARE WEARING THE GUY'S SHIRT! FOR GOODNESS SAKE! at tat moment my heart sank. i felt so dumb ass and deep down in my heart, im praying tat no one will realise tat. im chatting in msn wid jinghang~ LOL. talking to him makes me bcome more and more self-praising! GOD LUHH. ohya. continue. afterwhich, we reached yishun mrt and met more phs ppl. and then you noe, more ppl noe tat me and june wearing guy's shirt. felt extreme dumb and feel like digging a hole into the ground asap! but after stepping into the skoo ground, i felt better and stood there watching ppl coming into skoo. actually, im trying to see if theres any other blurrpokes who wore the guys shirt. HAHAHHAS. in the end.. to my JOY! i saw another gal wearing a guys shirt. i LAUGHED! i noe it sounded mean but i seriously couldnt help it. hee. i even saw ppl wearing the collar pin in weird ways and some of the girls wearing their uniform in a weird way. BUT I FELT TAT IM THE WEIRDEST! my class knew about it too and they alughed! i felt like the joke of the day or sth like tat. HAHAHAS. and jinghang was saying tat i look like HOMER! nooooooo. i dunn wanna look like homer. PLS~ homer is kinda idiotic but im not! hahahahs. jessica is having a sexy voice now. and she says im having sexy legs! LOL. so we make a perfect pair! hahahs! today's lectures were all BORING. i was yawning away. sat beside joseph during econs and he was not paying attention either, shld b daydreaming to be precise. xP and theres a talk during pc/ct in the hall today. i was duper bored and i kinda slept wid my head hung low. hahahahahs! no one realised i suppose. heee. my class only have FIVE GIRLS. kinda pathetic. blahh~ im probably sleeping duper early tonight cos im far too TIREDD. booooooo.

ITS NOISE POLLUTION! theres a malay event jus below my block. its freaking noisy and i simply cant stand it. YUCKS. i had to stuff my earpiece into my ears in order to 'anti' those freaky music. i cant even understand a single word of those songs tat they're singing/playing. thats practically why im feeling kinda PISSED. i dunnwann my sunday to pass like tis! eeyer. i was lying in my bed almost for the entire morning and afternoon. my whole family is out. they said tat they wanted to come back and fetch me cos i was bathing jus now. but, they called back and said that they will be going straight to my ahgong hse. watever, cos i dunn realli wann to go there too. intended to do some more shopping today but my leg muscles seriously HURTS! mummy says tat im walking like some old lady whose legs are binded. LOL. you can go on and laugh at me. ITS ALRIGHT (: someone call me and pei me chat on the fone pls! im dying of boredom and frustration due to the 'dunno-what-malay-music' BLAH. probably i will catch a nap later, closing all my windows to prevent the invasion of those noise. hahahahas! *sighs* ohyahh. ive transfered my stationery over to my new pencilcase. its candystriped and in PINK. i tink im kinda getting more pink stuffs lately? weirdo. BOO. and i bought another pouch for my fone last night and it has two compartments! i love tat cos tat will enable enuff space for money, ezlink, fone and earpiece! xDD im gonna browse thru my seventeen mag AGAIN later. my tummy is aching since last night luhh. GOD =.= i suppose mus be due to those chilli tat i had. hmn. i tink my boredom is leading to tiredness! hahahahs. feel like buying shoes all of a sudden! and some tees too. BLAHHBLAHHBLAHH~

going out in another twenty minutes time. so i hope i will be able to blog in time. HAHAHS. i went to had my hair trimmed in the afternoon, at a place near my granny's hse which is in yishun. LOL. its quite okay luhh. not much comments on my new haircut. not realli nice but not realli ugly also. hee. so im contented! (: went on to junctioneight afterthat. as usual, i got my eyes on a pair of RIPPLES FLIPFLOPS. my mummy bought it for me! THANKS DEAR MUMMY~ hahahs. i realli like it. but then i actually have another slipper tat i bought tat time which i haven even wear. LOL. im realli constantly wanting random stuufs! and my mummy bought two tees for herself and she got my sister a zinc backpack. the bag is choosen by me! hahahas. you noe why is i choose? COS P'LYNN HAS GOOD TASTE. LOL! jus jokingg luhh xP and of cos, i went to b1 to have my usuals, which is octopusballs! they're me favs. heee. and also as usual, with MORE FISH FLAKES! hahs! also, i went to breadtalk to grab NACHOFISH' i love it as it has friedfish being topped up with nachoCHEESE~ alright. i gotta go alreadi. SEEYA(:

firstly, THANKS VERON FOR THAT SPECIAL POST(: its realli sweet and nice~ its the LAST DAY OF ORIENTATION TODAY. and my OG11 finally got WARMEDUP and everyone seems to be enjoying to their fullest at last. WHEEE. those mass games were quite fun but as compared to the pae one, theres stil an existing gap between. LOL. most important of all, THE JAMnHOP ROCKS. woahhhhh (: like the pae one, i jumped around and enjoyed myself to the fullest! i was also sweaty and niamniam~ yucks right? hahahas. VERON JOINED US FOR JAMnHOP TONIGHT~ WOAWOAWOA. awesome yeah? hahahs. i felt like hugging her but its better not to cos i was.. you noe.. SWEATY! hahs. kinda strolled to the mrt station with joseph, justina, eehui, lynn, rachel, ao and june~ LOL. and when we were reaching the mrt station, theres a ground whre those senior citizens were dancing. THEN WE CLAPPED FOR THEM! kinda random but cute. OHYAH. today's MASS DANCE was kinda great too! my partner was JOANNE from my og. she was dancing the guy's part. hahahs. she is fun and nice to mingle with too! vivian and jessica went off, missing out the JAMnHOP part. im kinda tired now and my legs are feeling a little lemonish~ LOL. im looking forward to MORE FUN during my stay in yjc! heehee. i tink monday all of us are going to our kinda permanent CTG already! i hope my class will stil be those PO3 peeps! im so afraid of having sore throat tml! cos i screamed so much jus now. I MUS HYDRATE MYSELF NOW~ hope its not too late! during those cheering in skoo today, whenever i hear certain particular cheers, i will tink of OG09! i realli miss OG09! its extreme funn man! woahhh. ohya. shld i get a haircut this weekend? hmn. and monday we gotta wear YJC uniform to skoo alreadi! i hope i wun look weird. LOL. my eyelids cant stop falling. i guess im realli WORNOUT. yawns* alrighty! Patricky, Piggie, Polarbeary PEARLYN is going to end here alreadi! GOODBYE BOIS AND GALS.

its sth tat ive posted as a comment in someone else personal webpage. there it goes..
BOO~ my THIRD TIME TYPING THIS. blahhh~ i noe im blurr luhh. i couldnt realli sense those feelings within you when in skoo. i was kinda taken aback when i read this post. ITS NOT A SARCASM, PURE COMMENTS. yupp. and ive to admit that THIS SOCIAL FACTOR IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME TOO-til the extent tat my daddy feels tat im childish, being like a pri skoo kid. i sort of upset when my daddy says tat. since young im so easily influence by my friends around me. ITS NOT WITHIN MY CONTROL DUDE. blahhh. probably bcos im too dependent and yearns too much for company. hmn. I MISS VERON SO MUCH~ thou its only the first day tat im doing without her. no 'LESBIAN PARTNER' to gossip with, laugh with, play a fool with, queue up for food with, lie on the tracks/bballcourt/foyer with and most important of all, NO ONE FOR ME TO SHARE MY TEARS AND JOY WITH! it may sounds so freakingly drama to you. but its not! speaking from the bottom of my heart! I LOVE PO3. everyone is duper unique and PO3 cant afford to lose even a single person. FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. and i cant believe tat i actualli cried when me, veron and dom were walking along the linkway to the skoogate ytd. COS I HATE TO SEE VERON LEAVING ME. i thought i will probably be laughing throughout my stay in yjc, not expecting any tears or stuufs like tat, but i jus cant control it. BLAHH. but you noe,theres sth tat me and veron thinks. which is: ITS THE MEMORY THAT WE'VE LEFT BEHIND. thats realli true i suppose. i tink those memories that we, PO3 shared is enough to feed me for centuries. at least, our paths once crossed! and if friendship realli exist between PO3, i guess we will have already left a pair of footprints on each other's heart(:

LATEST NEWS: PEARLYN IS GOING TO YJC FOR J.A.E.~ im duper happie. you maybe tinking tat yjc is the loser skoo or watsoever, then your so so WRONG!! i love my class, the funkiest PO3~ wheeee. i hope we will stay tgtr as a class. WE ROCK(: took quite a no. of snapshots ytd and today. and last night, i spent a few hours making a class-card for our ctg:mr chua~ hahahahs. i kinda like it. its nice! and i manage to get our class people to doodle and sign on it. ITS SO SWEET LUHH. and i made a mini card for everyone in PO3~ hahahs. i scribbled some words for evryone~ and also! im glad tat majority of the people in my class are staying in yjc~ WHOA. hmn. the SADEST THING OF MY WEEK~ thats veronica tan is gonna leave me for good! I HATE THIS luhh. she's moving on to AJC tml. and IM SO GONNA MISS HER. those times we had, we shared those breaks, those afterskoo-time and lessontime~ i love to lie on the tracks and bballcourt with her. and also those laughters tat we shared. losing a "lesbian partner" doesnt make me feel good. IM STRAIGHT but she is my close friend in YJC~ thats probably why i ____-ed today. hahahahs! only veron and dom knows bout it. LOL. alright. but those memories are 100% gonna be stuck wid me for the rest of my life~ thats already enough to feed me for centuries(:

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oops. see the word 'DOODLES' i thought of WEILUN~ he heard me and veron using tis word today outside A4-12. he was unsure of the meaning of tat word and whined tat he hates it when ppl use cheem cheem words to say stuufss. HAHAHAS. and tat eric(boar) was duper suay. the projector in the class was spoilt and i suggested to mr hafez tat to get the technician or operation manager up. then he called ERIC! LOL. so sad luhh. hahahahs. I LOVE PO3! duper funny and nice. but having only a few days left with each other, its tough for me not to feel sad. THE STRONG SENSE OF RELUCTANCE. ohman. cant moe jus abort the pae plan? its horrible luhh. in the sense tat during pae, we makes lots of new frens and at the point when we are jus getting to be closer and better frens/classmates, POOF! u wanna spoil evryth as evryone gotta go forward to jae. WAT THE. i dunn like that. but it gives us a chance to enhance our social circle i suppose. i tink im so duper crappy luhh. one small thing write for so longg. im WINDY~ did u feel the moving air? hahahs. ohya. my class made TWO WONDERFUL ROCKETS: METALLICA AND SINEP. LOL~ only ahboon can tink of such names(sinep). i wonder how his brain works luhh. quite envious of him for having such a weird yet unique mindset~ LOL. OH. i miss out the MAIN THINGG. CHINESE NEW YEAR~ this year seriously LACK OF AMBIENCE LUHH. abit sadd. hmn. despite missing out some angbaos, my angbao money didnt realli differed alot form the previous year's. hahah! i love CHU SAN~ cos i had house visting wid my lovely FRIENDS~ eileen, yvonne, june,shijia and yinxiu~ i was distracted with three messenger windows. talking here and there. im blurr~ my eyes are alittle pain. but IM GETTING MORE AND MORE AWAKE!! hee. alright luhh. im duper luosuo can. FULL STOP