大家好！初次见面，让我做个自我介绍吧！我是小胖！哈哈哈~ 在一个阳光普照的下午，小胖和一群志同道合的朋友到"北点"的垦德鸡餐厅享用午餐。在场的有:好男人、坏男人、大男人、好女人、坏女人和一位莫明其妙的老鼠！哈哈哈~ 吃过了津津有味的食物后，我们到大众书局去买一些所需要的文具... ...
小胖有堆积如山的功课还未做完，可怜的她啊！眯眯眼的小胖，对着电脑呆呆地望着。卖力地向前冲，却又不知路会何时转弯、何时会画上据点。
注意:小胖爱"一二一"[ELE]！

HER compound of heartfelts:

no longer who she was,

no longer how she behaved,

no longer what her thoughts were

never will she turn back and take a second glance.


its not about cruelty,

not about jealousy,

not about forgiveness.

being unfavourable of this current state.


with effort,

never will she tear

and reminisce again,

for she will face reality with her smile.

TO-DO-LIST:

-atomic struture tutorial

-math function question

-demand&supply revision

went for the jtdp interview today~ its BAD. REAL BAD. i got thrashed like hell. interview stuufs realli aint meant for me. but i put on my smile throughout despite those acidic thrashings. one of the questions posted to me: what is nano? LOL! jeremy and i have figured that out. nano is the inverse of you! hahahahas! im evil. yes, i am. alrighty! LET THE MUGGINGS BEGIN!:DD

slept at two plus last night! but i managed to get my stuufs completed(: maths weekly test early in the morning. and i flunk it~ once again, jus hoping for a double digit score. math lesson turned out to be a fire-alarm breakout. its said that its not an exercise, so i suppose some dumb shyt person went to trigger the system bahh. nearly melted under the scorching sun! but luckily there's monil with his umbrella for me to hide in xP chinyang was swetaing so much and his thick hair probably caused that. shaowei was funny with his words and it was mayb so called ku zhong zuo le! HAHAHAS~ POOF! got to the library immediately after that to conduct my body heat to the tables&chairs there(: chemistry test papers were gotten back. i failed, as predicted. IM AGITATED! i realli gt that energy that is telling me to work hard and nv to fail again. but, its always put out with those endless pit of homework, leaving me no time to even breathe, let alone having enuff time to mug for those tests. UNLESS I FORSAKE MY SLEEP! physics practical today went smoothly! im glad that my results seems logical and i manage to complete the prac in time(: sense of achievement! theres econs homework to be done and having the jtdp interview tml@1610. *DIPS INTO POOL OF HOMEWORKINGS.

here i am~ trying to be high and random. COS HOMEWORKS ARE PILING UP LIKE MOUNTAINS AND ENDLESS MOUNTAINS OF THEM! ohman. theres math test tml and i still haven touched my physics tys and gpp yet. HOWHOW?! talking to a few people right now and jinghang suddenly mention stuufs bout retaining jc1. WE WUNN RETAIN! as long as we mugg hard enough i suppose. back to my chunks of work alrdy! GOODNIGHT!(:

woke up wid three missed calls&6 messages. i thought something which was kinda of an emergency happened. but its too much of a worry afterall~ hahas. its more of the meeting time yesterday. one o clock at cwp and having to morning call eric at eleven! daidi-ed in the morning and called eric twice before he pickup the fone. all his response to my question was: ah. ah. ah. LOL! and i knew he was going back to sleep after puting down the fone and i was right(:

walked out wid my papa to the mrt station and i met lea and took the train down to woodlands. got over to the library and lent june my jacket. turned a few rounds in cwp while waiting for eric&junhao. junhao didnt turn up in the end. calls&msges to him were ignored i suppose. we stood at the timezone watching an auntie playing the sweets aka jackpot machine. she must be realli rich sia. keep topping up and one top up is SIXTYBUCKS~ jeremy came and all of us waited til three as i THOUGHT that cwp sakae gt teatime buffet then. but to our surprise, a bad surprise, they didnt offer that there! ohman~ so OVER TO THE SEOUL GARDEN AFTERALL! we had the dinner buffet from 3.30 til around six. its kinda fun throwing food around at jeremy! and laughings with eric and also kind lea helping me with the topping up of my drinks! i guess we all had fun. but its a pity that lea cant eat chicken ): we took mountains of chicken wid flavours such as charsiew, curry, coffee etcetc. and three of us had to swallow them down even when food had reached our gullets! hahahahs~ icekacang making was kinda fun too(: the mini swiss rolls were.. SUPER DUPER UBER NICE!! esp the chocolate ones. so yummylicious xP scoops of icecream down my pig stomach even when im duper full. heee. and i tink its kinda ex to eat there during the weekends. total bill adds up to $106.XX cents. LOL! we took a walk around cwp again and decided to walk to yishun instead of taking the train! WOOHOOS! droplets of perspiration all on me. lent jeremy my fone for music purposes and shared wid eric earpiece to listen to song cos evrybody is doing tat~ walked and walked til admiralty and me and eric are laughing consistently, almost NON-STOP! then i ended up talking to jeremy, lagging so far behind lea and eric. cos this guy jus dunno how to walk faster. LOL! reached sembawang, the gambas road there where we finnaly jumped onto an upcoming cab which sent us to YJC for choir concert(: the taxi driver is kinda FUNNY&CUTE! that jeremy hit me and that uncle passed me his flask and asked if i need that! HAHAHAHAHAS~ he realli blended in well. at least its a fun cab ride.

rushed for the toilets upon reaching the schoolgrounds. FANS WERE ALL WE NEEDED! ohyah. all of us were in tees, shorts and slippers. heee. felt malu and alittle out of place but its sort of cool! joseph&hongray came and we sat at the wed espresso awhile before we enter the audi. greeted wid the cooling aircon. WOOOOHOOOS~ jinghang was in his red tie, looking so simpsons! quite cute luh! hahahahahs! eric and i were laughing at the conductor. i shall not spell it out wat we were laughing at. cos later probably you will laugh at us for being so childish. hee. ohyahh~ not to forget! that mr sim plays the piano REALLIREALLI WELL! touched my heart sia! ohman. his jus so amazing and heart-capturing. he got music wid honours leis! NO WONDER. hahahs. eric was then saying how much he yearns to learn piano!i was telling eric that i wann to get to uni and grab guys who got music with honours. and someone can then play the piano for me everyday! LOL~ concert ended at nine plus and we stood outside waiting for jinghang to give him a box of ferrero rocher! awww~ so sweet right? xP homed and i was tired and boom! fell asleep even before midnight.

SQUASH! til eight plus, pearlyn left the school with her bunch of friends. feeling exhausted, she still bothers to laugh with them and put up a good front. early in the morning, she wasnt feeling like her usual self. but it worsens in the evening~ slumped in the empty squashcourt, there she sat, listening to songs. a sudden sense of emoness struck her! followed by a series of tummyaches.

jinghang wasnt feeling good since after school. tried to talk to him and you noe, jus being there when you feel that ur friend needs some support at that moment. boon is on duty for ptd today, being an usher. again, rachel, jeremy, eric and me played catching! but tis time round, at the track! eric, the catcher had five min to catch all of us. and he made it! knowing that im horrible at standing broad jump, that huai nan ren told rachel they all that if i jump at least 130, he treate everyone to drinks. then i was being forced by siewhui&rachel but to no avail. til me, rachel and eric were at the outdoor's jumping scale thinggie. i lied down and rachel sat on me! not wanting to get up unless i promise to jump~ LOL! that ericlam said i got horny! PLS LUHH~ i jumped four times and i realli gt 130. i know im a great noob in jumping this. even til 130 takes me FOUR TIMES! you maybe laughing at me now but its alright. pearlyn admits her shortcomings~ played team-up for squash again today. i got lots and lots of pumpings. im jus lousy today, even lousier than last week. deprovement will be wat i call that. while we were slacking, talked to lea and we were talking bout names! hahahas~ and ohyahh, i hope i can go for obs! plsplspls. i wanna bond well with 103 people! and im just yearning so much for those excitement that awaits me(: screamed quite a few times today and my throat isnt feeling good now~ LOL. seoul garden tml! WOOHOOS. and of cos, choir concert too!

p/s; im glad that i had a friend like you, im sorry for the troubles i brought upon you.

school was as usuallly filled with two different tones. one was fun and high, the other was low and quiet. caught people like pingfan&jeremy being not like their usual selfs today~

mrnair flared up for the FIRST TIME! i could see that he was realli realli furious tis time round. initially, we could choose our own pw group members, but now, he had chosen and decided for us. it was such a horrible time when waiting to hear your name to be read out and hanging on to every names he said. I LOVE MY GROUP! WOOHOOS~ group: eric, boon, gordon and me! i still tot nair would try to break up those pae people! im glad he didnt! hahahas. its duper 'sigh of relief' and happy when i knew that im in the same group as eric and boon~ after discussion of roles, it was decided that our dear group ldr is BOONHOW, the ARNOLD! secretary is ERIC, researcher is PEARLYN and editor is GORDON! i didnt wanted to be a researcher cos i dunn tink im good at sourcing out info~ but eric promised to pei me whenever i go find sources. so i kinda agreed in the end. hahas~

waddled my way to northpoint wid eric, lea, hongray and jeremy. had teppanyaki. i ordered squids, eric had prawns and mushrooms for lea~ we shared. hahahas! walked rounds and rounds at northpoint. bought 400g of sweets at minitoons, puffs&croissants at fourleaves. TODAY IS ADD-FATS BIG PLAN. zeng fei da ji hua~ hahahahahas! took 856 home and there was some heavy thunder&lightning rain. kinda scary~ slept from 6.45 til 9.00pm. woke up, daidi-ed. now sleeping soon again! its realli warm tonight and i sleep til i perspired jus now! YUCKS.

soaked deep to the skin! ran out of the school from the linkway ti that bus-stop wid eric, lea, jinghang, hongray, joseph and jeremy~ all of us were extremely luo tang ji! with the exception of hongray cos he was not feeling well! ohyah. pingfan wasnt in school today too! woohoo~ IM FEELING GOOD. NANANANANANAHH~ im loving my bunch of friends more and more 'cos they are jus so fun to be with! lalalalalala~ IM ENJOYING!

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JITAO(:

your mouth is so smelly that when you speak your nose tells you to shut up;
you are so fat that when you leave the beach the kids says THE COAST IS CLEAR;
you are so flat that you envy the wall;
You are so flat that when you lost your wedding ring, your husband bought u a hullahoop!

IM FEELING GAY-OUT;RANDOM;HAPPY;ALL-SMILES! lets jus mug through the night today~ and go to school wid deep, black eyesbags! lalalalala.

this girl ain't concentrating on anything now. her mind goes into whirls&whirls of random thoughts. losing her mind soon, she would like to place her soul somewhere that could probably allows her to regenerate those energy to smile&laugh to fill in the monotoned air. strong-willed yet easily influenced, merely wishes to drown herself into mountains of unfinished work, escape from those reminiscings and facades. for who and what she is, this girl struggles to find out the roots of everything, which includes what makes her this way now.

;看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着[tis phrase just hit me when im blogging]

slept at around 2am and woke up at nine this morning. went to get a haircut or rather a hairtrim at tenthirty. got to yishun and met ericlam~ proceeded to junctioneight. collect my fone and lunched at pastamania. thanks for that treat(: LOL~ off to library meeting weilun. found a spot at the third storey. me sitting on the chair wid two of them as my servant~ HAHAHAHAS. june came over awhile after. did my chem tys for the first chapter and slacked my way through the time, rotting. butts up at four and went for bubbletea and food. weilun left us for keychain-search while we got our legs moving around junctioneight. got home at around six, feeling exhausted.

went to tampines mall at night and i got a pair of ipzone shoes. bought red laces to go wid them(: everything just feels good whenever i buy stuffs! it cures frownings~ PI is left untouched at all, not even starting on it. i shall do some research for that tonight. cos i cant get myself to sleep. i wonder why too.

felt hung between those air molecules today. neither high nor low. it doesnt feel great is all i could say. early in the morning, got caught in the heavy rain and was soaked to the skin. voted for the 23rd student councillors and mass pe-ed after that. i shall say tat its kinda fun for the circuit stations. at the crunches station, i was telling my friends tat im rather nodding my head then doing it correctly, yingying laughed like mad! LOL~ i love the last station! jumping around make me feel slightly more awaken. physics was half stonings half listening. during gp, i bombed rubbish during the court case~ the class had fun i suppose. evryone laughed at crazy!(: a long two hours break at the library basement. chem ended the studyings for the day! initial plan of going to junctioneight to collect my fone was called off. june had to rush her gp essay whereas jeremy set me pigeons. i felt kinda pissed off. as you noe, i hate it when promises are broken. thats jus me. nothing can alter that characteristic of mine. played squash and was kinda fun playing team-up wid eric, boon, lea and jeremy. 5 pumpings for every missed ball. got hit by a ball. its painful okay! something is telling me to get pissed off and pull a long face, going moody. that force is powerful. i tink its the first time in yj that i actually gt really angry wid someone. i cant believe myself. thanks june, rachel, jinghang&eric for their company and songs shared wid me~ ITS APPRECIATED BY PEARLYN(:

its been a week since i last blogged! hahahas~ forgetful&blurr me shall not crack my brain to feed you wid those past happenings. cos wats important is the present! woohoo~

schooling as usual and teleported to junctioneight wid weilun&jeremy~ for the sake of repairing my dear fone. need to do some checking before they can conclude if my fone needs any repair. which means LONGER TIME TAKEN BEFORE I CAN COLLECT MY FONE BACK. sian half. ohyahh. rewind alittle back. the physics test tis morning was totally screwed up. so im merely hoping for a two digits(10&above) over a total of forty points! i tink im PHYSICS-cally handicapped. no talent for physics! boohoo.

alright. its essay writing time. gotta get into the mood of writing a COMPOUND OF CRAPS AND FACTS! i shall not use the word mixture cos i wann them to be chemically bonded!(: im lame. im gay. im jumpy. RIGHT NOW!

YAY! piece of good news to share: VERON IS COMING YJC TML, ONCEMORE~ wheeeee. im so duper happie, gay, watever words that u can tink of to describe the sense of excitement that is burning within me! hahahahas. i so freakingly missed her! ohman~

math function lectures are boring me out today. i dozed off wid my head like a woodpecker. HAHAHAS. im lucky that i didnt get caught. or will be kinda malu~ physics tutorial bored me out alittle too. i was paying only half my attention to physics, the other half on my fone. gp was worse. watched some videoclip on oil and i dozed off. pingfan was asked by mrnair to wake me up twice. but i still sleeped alittle. TOO TIRED! slept at 0245am last night. NONO. shld be tis morning to be exact. thanks to those huge bulk of hw to be completed! thank god for putting me in such a situation, one that i have to mugg as if im in a war, having to fight so hard against my enemies which is homwork, everyday~ and it has sort of becoming a routine to mug so much daily. BOO!

im beginning to sense the double image of me. sometimes so noisy laughing ard yet sometimes kinda stoned there, being rather quiet and not wanting to talk. teenage's april issue, astroscoop reads:

GEMINI(May21-Jun20): life- you sometimes feel like you're leading a double life-one side is outgoing and fun, while the other is quiet and introspective. It's perfectly alright to embrace the many different facets of your personality; you don't have to give a hoot about what others have to say.

LOL! i love reading the astrology stuufs but not realli putting 100% trust in this kind of thinggs. but anw, tis month's reading seems like a spot-on for my thoughts recently! COOL~

p/s; getting sick of those routined lifestyles. trying to restore those motivations to keep me going on.

ohman. my life seems so boring luhh! homeworks seem to be drowning me. NOOOOOO~ im tired. i need some toothpicks to widen my eyes. eyelids are falling~ yawnings are overtaking me~ GO PEARLYN GO! i need some motivation to keep me going. trying to make myself slightly more positive towards tis mugging-situation. but you know, its easier to be said than done! but nvmind, strive hard man! woohoo. one more mindmap before my sleep. SCRIBBLINGS BEGIN!

BOO! got fooled by my clique of friends. kinda dumb but im thankful tat i stil have eric, boon, lea, qiuying and aileen to accompany me. hahhahahs~ their fooling plan is so LOSER! LOL. played squash after skoo wid eric&boon. i realli need practices and more practices. bus-ed to yishun interchange wid eric&boon then i bus-ed 856 home alone. my eyes are closing and i can barely make it any further for my pi. to be exact, i haven even start on it. i merely yahoo-ed my idea and i stopped there. LOL! im duper super uber WORN OUT. i wann my beauty sleep but things jus cant let me do it. BLAHH.