i really hate it when she nags at me. i know its for my own good but you know. who loves to be nagged at? not me for sure. being strict with me more than my sister. sometimes i feel that its kinda unfair you know. i need my own freedom and space too jus bcos of a simple reason, im a normal youngster who needs that. and practically everyone needs that i guess. i feel like slamming the door shut but i didnt in order not to complicate things any further. instead, earplugs are stuffed into my ears. its freaking hard to please the people ard you. especially when prospectives differs. but anw, its just pure venting of frustrations, i wun swear like before, cos i wanna prove to you that ive grown up. and of cos, i will constantly try my best to restrain myself from all those conflicts between you and me. i dunn wann to spoil our relationship! and thats the truth. i cherish you and i hope that someday u can be able to see the changes ive made for the sake of you and myself.