i need a breakaway from all these frigging shitty stuffs in my life;escape, my dear girl, thats what you need to do right now. thou avoiding isn't my style of doing things, but its already a dead end that im facing right now, or at least dead end for the time being. why don't things work when i NEED them to work and why do they oppose me so much that i can't even get my life going on NORMALLY&PROPERLY?! to hell be with those obstructions, im getting sick of all these. give me a break from all these dear stress that im facing, release me from this burning hell..