mayb its 'cos i always make assumptions regarding you, always have hidden hopes for you which results in my heartaches. perhaps i am the one who bring those tears and frowns upon myself. i will learn to see things differently, esp after everytime i feel upset 'cos of you. maybe someday things that seems disheartening to me now, will turn out to be something positive in the future. this is 'cos things are always hard to predict. i won't want that much from you, and i will try my best to treat you only as a normal friend, i will try. and i believe that will probably lighten the burden in our hearts.