YOU! YES, YOU! thanks to you that i managed to learn so much things.
THE DESPITES: letting me lose faith in this friendship, letting me understand the true meaning of disappointment, challenging me psychologically & so many other loserism acts of yours.
THE LEARNING ESSENCE: let you have a taste of how i feel. you may give someone 99% of your effort, but prepare to get an inverse of that in return.

im going to slowly SWEEP you out of my life. im NOT going to tell you how i feel anymore. cos even if i do, even after those so-called discussions, nothing changes, only make me feel worse. so im NOT going to waste my time typing another email which is 840words long. cos its not being appreciated. DONT overestimate my limits for you. cos they're running out. without persistency, you can get NOWHERE. im not interested if you care anymore and you dont come and blame me for being so callous. YOU ARE THE ONE who drove me from sad to angry, stage two to three.